I had always thought that I'm the usual thoughtless and silly lil girl that would always have the time of her life in looking for the things that would possibly make her happy. But somehow, as time seems to be passing by things shouldn't remain this way. As I'm entering the prime of my life and getting older in each passing day, I must seek for something that surely make things better for my life in the coming future and start taking plans into action.
It's never enough to have plans, dreams and aspirations, everything must be taken into action. So hereforth, I will have myself focused and determined as ever. So long to the carefree and happy-go-lucky girl that lurks in me. I should be the one who should moving towards to my future.
Way back before, I had a blogspot like this expressing myself and being able to free myself from all the sadness and frustrations that I always encounter in each passing day. But so far, I became too engrossed in too many things that I neglected having such a thing and focused to useless things. Making myself to indulged in useless things that has made my downfall.
I became in love with a person, a person I never thought would exist a part of my life. I loved him w/o asking anything in return and devoted myself to him w/c was totally wrong. It caused my utmost devastation and confusion for myself. But things are gonna change from here on, I am no longer that particular person that is vulnerable and easily fooled. I give up on him because he is only making a fool out of me. Forgetting all of his so-called promises and filled me out with lies. That's enough, am not that person anymore, I am a person who knows her value and loves herself as she is a precious gem to the people around her as well.
A new beginning, an exciting prologue, an enticing chapter of my life will begin as of this moment. This is the prime of my life. The will and bridging of the past and the future. The present and improving me.
I am Ayie Adryanna Jaezel Canela, a new person with a new hope for the each coming tomorrow. ^_^
~ Ayie ~
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