Yes, I know for a fact I have been determined to reach this and that, but somehow I came to realize a point that I was lacking something that makes it not possible for me to reach my goal. I lack the thing called discipline. When I started to have this job, I had all of it intact in me and I am hell proud of it. But suddenly after that so-called team-building I lost everything. Not that am putting the blame on that. I know for a fact it is my fault that I made my discipline waver down and disappear.
LOL at that coz I am to blame in each single thing that happens in my life. Simply because this is my life, I have my own freaking mind and choices so why should I blame other people, right? Come to think of it, having to admit everything makes you feel lighter and braver at each passing day. Here forth, I won't you use the words "I would" nor "I should". I think I rather use the word "I must", simply because the face that such word comes with too much weight on it that makes you think it is something that is important for you to do and it is for your own good. ^_*
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