Yesterday's event has caused me too much tears and disappointment on my part. Partly, it was my fault in expecting too much, I guess? But I thought otherwise coz I think I really deserve that and it was mine to begin with. I have been working my ass off in the company for some time now, I have been doing my best to meet all the needed metrics to be able to gain something regards it.
Having an incentive was a privilege offered to us by the company if you were able to meet all the requirements they were expecting you to have. I meet all of those successfully during the month of June and was in high hopes that I will be able to get it by the salary day of July. After all, they had already announced it before that I will be receiving money for it. I was shocked last night when I was to withdraw my money, the incentive wasn't there. I was too shocked and questioned myself.
The thing is that, when I confirmed to myself that my name wasn't even in the list of the people who should be having money. I was like, what the fcking shit is happening?! Too much disappointment and confusion caused me to burst into tears and had it a hard time to stop. Why so? Such a big sum of money am expecting to come, wasn't made possible. The possibility of it not to come forth me is bigger than usual. Damn that sucks big time.
I don't know for you guys, but for me not to have that sum of money is enough reason for me to resign and get my freaking ass out of the company. Holy shit! >_<
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